Tuesday, 18 September 2007

Working On It


Day one of my sabbatical away from work and things are a little better.

I don't feel so bad today as I did last night and haven't thought about the issue as much as it permeated every thought yesterday. I also received a few text messages and emails from colleagues and friends from the gym, so I guess the word's out.

It's a little weird to be home at the start of the week when I'm usually pimping it at work. Not sure what to do so I've been spending some time (a lot) on Facebook and watching daytime television.

I caught this midday movie - a British flick called Saving Grace. It's a story about how a small-town English widow, facing financial troubles after her husband's suicide, turns to agriculture of an illegal kind as a plan to get out of her debts. It's a gem of a movie. Old biddies stoned and acting like Beavis and Butthead is seriously funny shit.

I realise that my last several posts have been filled with negativity and I guess it's symptomatic of the way I've been feeling and thinking. I sense a change from that, thankfully, but I don't think it'll be immediate. So, I guess, what I'm saying is please bear with me a little longer... I'm working on it.

7 comments:

head blogger said...

Great blog! Enjoy your days off :P

Anonymous said...

lol day time tv and a midday movie you have to have more than that to do... you could have gone to a completely different gym on a casual pass... where you can yell at someone else where no one would recognise you ;)

Anonymous said...

It's good to just let it all out and nurse your mind with some care-free days off. Still, I know you're cool. :)

Evol Kween said...

Take it easy J, sounds like few days off will do you a world of good. Maybe some M&Ms are in order?

Anonymous said...

Relax!

(:

Gabriel said...

personal training is really personal and its easy to get caught up with clients because of the intimacy. she deserves every bit of your anger. take it easy and enjoy your down time. and in the meantime, hope to find a god-sent client like me. i am every trainers dream :)

Anonymous said...

its all good, isn't blogs supposely to express your inner self of feelings and let it all out.
don't feel bad to express those suppressed feelings mate.
you rather let it out then drive you up the wall.
An word of Advice ever tryed to go to the beach or park and take a walk? it can help calm you down and make you feel at ease.
when im down or upset or angry i usually take a walk and get fresh air or go to the beach, walk in the water. good feeling...try it!!!